i'm making this journal to ask for a bit of help, i'm currently do some stuff with a box, no i'm not making one, don't get your hopes up, i'm just painting some stuff onto one. not anime this time, or anything like that, just some stuff from some of my favourite flash cartoons.

but the problem is, i have 5 places to paint (top and sides) and only 4 flash cartoons that i want to put on it, and as i don't want to have to put one of them on twice, i need a fifth. i'm sure you're all weird enough to like and watch crappy flash cartoons, so if you know any that are good, i'd like to know.

the ones i'm using (aka the ones you don't need to tell me are good because i already know) are:

Foamy the Squirrel

Eddsworld

Mittens and Snowdrop

Little Goth Girl

so if you know of any others, let me know, also, if you like flash, and haven't watched any of those above, you may enjoy them (either that, or think i'm odd for watching them)

oh, and i don't want things like salad fingers, cos i have seen and do like that, its just, kinda hard to paint

well, i've been colouring my comic [link] and was almost finished and when i went to open it today, photoshop keeps telling me there is something wrong with the file and i can't open it at all anymore.

so now i have to do the whole thing again and its pissing me off. i have no idea whats happened to the file, and its not that i have a virus on my computer, because i don't keep my pictures on my actual computer, i keep them on an external thingy.

gah!!! i'm so unhappy about that now, i was almost finished, on the last part!

i spent so long on that...i could cry, i won't, but i could. now to do the whole thing all over again.

feel sorry for me people, especially as i probably won't get many looks at it even when i have finally finished it and put it up

stole this off of alex

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Ashley
2. Ashley
3. Ashley (no one is allowed to call me anything else!!!)
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD IN THE PAST:
1. strider
2. strider-mystic
3. winged_demon_is_annoyed (err, that would be my yahoo account)
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. err...i'm alright at art i guess
2. my luck, which is normally pretty good.
3. my lack of a stable mental state
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. English
2. german
3. irish
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. heights
2. a little scared of spiders
3. making an arse of myself
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. music
2. sleep
3. i sose oxygen is pretty essential as well
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. pj top
2. pj bottoms from a different set
3. dressing gown
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS (at the moment):
1. Evans blue
2. the delagoes
3. three days grace (okay people, how many of those have you actually heard of? hands up, come on!!)
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. different types of vegetarian food
2. going to try and sleep for 2 months, my boyfriend doesn't think i'll manage it, but i have to try!
3. to become telepathic (so i can read your thoughts!!! *cough*)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. i want them to love me, and to be able to love them back
2. understanding and acceptance for who i am
3. someone who i won't bore of, because i bore so easily (basically i want the relationship i'm currently in to never end ^^)
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. i've helped an old lady cross the road before
2. i have been dropped on a grave stone
3. i've seen a two year old child go flying over a fence after being thrown off a see-saw
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. intelligence
2. sense of humor
3. their height
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. stand people who lie about serious matters for attention
2. pretend to be interested in something that bores me for long
3. many many other things
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE PASTTIMES:
1. listening to music while talking to people on msn
2. drawing/reading
3. spending time with tristan or friends
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. find something to stop me from being so bored
2. run round the block, just cos i can
3. hug my boyfriend
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. something in psychology
2. something in politics
3. or something else altogether
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON HOLIDAY:
1. Italy (again, i just love it there)
2. Japan
3. germany (don't know why, just do)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. do something in politics
2. marry and maybe have children
3. understand latin to a much higher degree then at the moment (cos i am very sad, and need a life)
THREE PEOPLE YOU OWE YOUR LIFE OR SANITY TO:
1. my mother because otherwise i wouldn't exist
2. all of my friends, who make life so much more interesting
3. and tristan, who makes me happier than anyone else
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE INSPIRED YOU:
1. my family, they have inspired me to realize that the world is lacking in places to put the mentally insane
2. all of my friends, who have given me basically all my idea's for pictures and things (when i say friends, i include tristan in this as well)
3. the past, the most interesting things a person can know.

okay, i got bored and was looking through quizzes, and i noticed that i was actually tagged to do this (many many more i'm sure) so as i'm very bored, i shall have a stab at it...

Your real name: ashley
Age: 16
Height: errr....the height i am?
Natural hair colour: twas once nice blonde, tis more or a shitty blonde now though
Eye colour: blue...green...grey...i don't know, i get told lots of weird shit where my eyes are concerned
Glasses/contacts: Nope! 20/20 vision!
Piercings: one in each ear


FAVOURITE:
Colour: deep purple, dark red and black
Band: you have any idea now many? i'd be here for a long time before i ever made a choice
Book: the outsiders, i just love that book
Food: raspberries!!
Flower: a dark red rose
Comic book: probably something like garfield!
Cereal: what is this ceral you speak of?
Website: er...no idea

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards: could probably say it backwards...but i don't sing
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes: yeah, but not with shoes, my boots make it a tad difficult
Speak any other languages: define speak? i speak latin, albeit badly and pronounced wrong, but i believe its the effort that counts
Go a day without food: oh yeah, that i can
Remember your dreams: unfortunately no
Read music, not just tabs: used to be able to, but whether or not i still can....thats another matter all together
Roll your tongue: nope
Eat a whole pizza: nope, most definitely not

HAVE YOU EVER
Won something in the lottery: nope, not that lucky
Snuck out of the house: yeah, but i'm more used to sneaking in, 4 in the morning isn't a good time to get caught coming home
Lied to get out of trouble: regularly
Had a computer crash: yeah, downloading 20 video files, and uploading 5 at once isn't a good thing to do to your computer
Gotten lost in your city: we tried so hard, but never managed it
Seen a shooting star: i wish, but no
Been to any other countries: yepyep
Had a serious surgery:nah, only broken the odd few things
Stolen something important to someone else:ermm...no
Solved a rubiks cube: never even owned one!
Gone out in public in your pajamas: er yeah actually, went to the shop across the road, bought something, went home and went back to sleep
Kissed a random stranger: no
Hugged a random stranger: no
Been in a fist fight: i might have been....*thinks*
Been arrested: no, that was my brother
Done drugs: nope
Had alcohol: yes, who hasn't?
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose: no, i don't like milk
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator: exactly no
Sneaked into the opposite sex's bathroom: nope
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc: yep
Swore at your parents: often
Kicked a guy where it hurts:yep, all i have to say is that i did warn him!
Been to a casino: yes, i love to gamble
Ran over an animal and killed it: nope
Broken a bone: er...yeah, i'd be a bit worried about the scars if i hadn't
Gotten stitches: 'fraid so
Had a water balloon fight in winter: yes, that was fun, if a tad cold
Made homemade muffins: yepyep
Bitten someone: oh yes, sometimes its the only form of payback that works
Been to disneyland/disneyworld:'fraid so

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Cried:i don't remember
Saw a movie in a theatre: not sure on the date, but not that long ago
Read a book: today, and shall be returning to it shortly
Had a snow day: no, bloody whether hates me!
Had a partyrobably
Went to a doctor: to often, but i don't remember when
Got cursed: no, i curse other people
Called someone: twas called yesterday, does that count?

DO YOU PREFER
Fruit/vegetables: FRUIT
Black/white: black
Lights on/lights off: lights off
TV/movie: movie
Body spray/lotion: body spray
Cash/cheque: cash, not give me all your money!
Pillows/blankets: blankets, i can bunch them up for a pillow and still be warm
Headache/stomach ache: after my 3 year headache, i think i'll say headache, mostly cos i kinda miss the dull thud, although the head splitting side i can do without
Paint/charcoal:charcoal, but then again, i'm only just getting used to paint
Chinese food/Mexican food: Chinese most definitely
Summer/winter: winter, i hate summer with a passion
Snow/rain: rain, no idea why though
Fog/misty: mist, so much that i can't see down my road
Rock/rap: Rock, i rather hate rap
Chocolate/vanilla: chocolate
Sprinkles/icing: icing
Cake/pie: cake
Strawberries/blueberries: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool: pool, if you've seen bognor beach, you'd understand
Cookies/muffins: muffins!!
Wallet/pocket: pocket, too lazy for a wallet
Window/door: huh?
Charles Chaplin/Chespirito: lets go with the former, at least i know who he is
Pink/purple: Purple, not to keen on pink
Cat/dog: cat, i have three, and they are the fattest things you've ever seen!
Long sleeve/short sleeve: no sleeve...no wait, that wasn't an option
Pants/shorts: jeans....hmmm...still not an option i see
Winter hols/summer hols: summer, tis longer
Spring/autumn: autumn
Clouds/clear sky: clouds, they be pretty...sometimes
Moon/mars: moon, tis very beautiful
Questions/Answers: answers, i like to know as much as i can
War/Peace: my version of peace would be nice

I...
Am: doing this, obviously
Want: very little, my life is near perfect at the moment
Need:the book i lent to jess back
Love: Tristan, bit of a dumb question that one
Hate: i won't even start on this one, or on one will be going anywhere for a very long time
Feel: achy, this is no a comfy way to sit
Did: many a thing in my life, where would you like me to start?
Miss: the feeling in my bum at the moment in all honesty
Am annoyed by: my chair
Am tired of: expectations
Will always: be very lazy

MISCELLANEOUS

How much money do you have right now: well, however much you have i'll have after i've mugged you, so figure it out for yourself
Are you hungry right now: no, i'm never hungry
What are you doing right now: dancing like an idiot in france...NO! i'm typing this thing aren't i?
Do you like the moon: very much so
What are you going to do when you're done with this: read, or walk to regain the feeling in my arse
If you could have any magical power what would it be: to read and control minds, this bother anyone? i may be just a little nosy you see

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
Funny: i'm engilsh, so i'm just sarcastic with a bit of wit thrown in there, but it works for me!

Cool: around the weird and freaky people maybe, around the cool people, no, and i'd rather not be really, i prefer being mentally insane

Pretty: as much as my boyfriend disagrees, no
Sarcastic: yes, it keeps me going when i get really irrated
Lazy: look it the dictionary for the word lazy, and i assure you my picture will be next to it
Hyper: i'm 16 years old and have never been bloody hyper, if there is a god, he doesn't like me
Friendly: only sometimes, i'm friendly in a slightly harsh way
Evil: i think i've been called the 'incarnation of all evil' or something like that, which kinda hints that i might be
Unforgettable: i do try to be
Smart: i'm smart, in a logical way, but i kinda just make things up as i go and hope to hell that someone believes me
Strong: *laughs very hard* not at all, but i'd probably still beat many people in a fight
Talented: depends, i'm talented at some things, although whether or not some of my talents are things you'd want is another matter altogether...i'm talented at falling asleep in exams!
Dorky: no, i do try not to be

WHAT COMES TO MIND WITH THE WORD
High: drugs...or some of my friends
Lonely: the moon, don't ask why, cos i'm not actually sure why
Pen: paper
Flower: rose
Window: behind me
Psycho: all of my closest friends
Brain freeze: a brain in ice being drunken by someone...I SAID DON'T ASK!!!
Strange: everything
Sassy: that cat in that film...what was it called again?
Suffering: poverty
Art: my unfinished painting behind me

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive: no fecking way
Run away: yeah
Curse at a teacher: yes, would love to just walk up to them and just swear at them, am very tempted to, for now i'll just stick with doing it when they're just out of ear shot
Not take a shower for a week: no, thats disgusting
Ask someone out: been there done that, you make it sound hard?
Lie to someone to make them think better of you: nah, that takes something called botheration
Visit a foreign country for more than a month: yes, i'd love to
Write a book: would, but the whole botheration aspect of it
Assemble a computer: no, i'm far to lazy for that
Become a rock star?: no, seems to much like hard work
Have a long-distance relationship:depends, if i'd been in a relationship with them before hand, and it wasn't always going to be like that, then yes, maybe
Marry someone you don't know: err...no, i'd rather marry someone i love thanks

LAST QUESTIONS ( FINALLY ) - thank hell
What kind of computer do you have: one i got of ebay
What grade/level of studies are you in? (if applicable):GCSE, god kill me
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies: no, not hard enough
How many posters do you have in your room?: i am not fecking counting them!

Have you ever...?

Kissed someone on your top friends - would that be my top friends list? err no, cos i haven't bothered to make one
Ever told a lie - who hasn't?
Video taped yourself having sex - err no, thats just a tad weird
Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back - did once, not anymore though, luckily
Been arrested - nope
Kissed a picture - nope, that i have not
Slept in until 5 PM the next day - well i did sleep for 4 days straight once, that was brilliant...
Fallen asleep at school - yep, many a time, although mostly in exams
Held a snake - yepyep
Ran a red light - i will when i can drive i'm sure, but no haven't just yet.
Been suspended from school - 'fraid not
Totalled your car/motorbike in an accident - no, but a few of my friends have totalled theirs.
Sang karaoke - 'friad so
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't - once again, who hasn't?
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose - unfortunately yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue - nope
Kissed in the rain - errr no, kissed on the beach though if thats anywhere close to it?
Sang in the shower - err no, most definiately not, i do not sing.
Gave your private parts a nickname - nope, had someone else name them though, will not say what though.
Sat on a roof top -no, is scared of heights
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on - no, but i have been thrown in the sea in all my clothes.
Broken a bone - yep twice
Shaved your head - err...no
Slept naked - actually yes
Blacked out from drinking - no, i just never seem to manage it
Played a prank on someone - many a time
Had a gym membership - nope, is far to lazy for something like that
Felt like killing someone - oh, regularly
Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry - not as far as i know
Cried over someone you were in love with - nope
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets - errr no
Shot a gun - yes, tis very very fun! that worry anyone here?
Tripped on mushrooms - nope, i'm normal
Donated Blood - i would if i was old enough too
Eaten cheesecake - i might have once..? *thinks*
Still like someone you shouldn't - nope
Have a tattoo - I want one, but the age thing
Crossed your eyes - when i look at my nose i do...
Mixed a cocktail - nope, but i will when i'm old enough to buy alcohol
Read Shakespeare - yep, your forced to in school
Lived in another country - no, only shoddy old england
Tied a cherry stalk (or similar) with your tongue - no...that requires talent
Played a violin - no, only guitar
Lied to get out of work - school, school work those kind of things, yes often